at last ... i know what's this mean... i look down upon you? haha... why should i look down upon you?if we're not suit.. why should you plan all this to hurt me?what are you thinking?what are you planning?what are you doing?i asked myself many times... i don't know... why do you wanna do this to me... i know you knew the reason i delete my postSSS... that's all because of you!my memories!memories with her!with you!with friends!everything!you ruined my life!i'm getting fed up living!the sweet bitter memories i jotted in here day by day with my truely own heart.. NOW!those can only remind me in my DEEP HEART CORE!without sharing my happiness!my sadness!my frustration!i'll really get mad because of you!i shouted timeSSS saying i wanna give up!yeah~i did... but you did appear infront of me again.. you sms me again and again~why!i hate you i hate myself~i HATE!!!but... whoever i hate~i will never hate HER!remember... she's the one who cheer me up,gave me futures even colourSSS!not like you!keep saying i'm looking down upon you?!do i ?i don't think so!please~let me go... i can't breathe with you forcing me..


LISTEN!even if i'm still LES!i'll never fall in love with her neither you!




这种恨，有口难言。。。你。。。让我无法自拔！我对不起你。。就算是我对不起你好了。。拜托。。。不要再缠着我了能吗！我在此的回忆！都给你抹去了！你！甘愿了吧？！心满意足了吗？我在此跟你说对不起，偶们是不可能的了！我受够了！我在此的回忆已被删除。。你如果是爱我。。就应该让我自由。。不是吗？！我。。。真的喘不过气了！拜托！