i found that i lied myself.. i lied to everyone... i pretend i'm not worrying fo rmy PMR result... i laughed,i smiled, i joked... buit i failed to lie my mind...i can't take it for gruanted... went out with cousins .. just to forget my worries... telling everyone ＮＯ　ＷＯＲＲＩＥＳ　but i lied... sorry to myself... i did my best ... i tried my best... i studied for my PMR... but...i'm really affraid.. that i'll loose .... losse to myself.... i can't blame others... cause is my fault.. sometimes... i worry bout tomorrow .. hopping tomorrow will not arrive... but.. time can't stop.. except.... i die... but ...i'm not willing to die for this minor problem... i hate pretending ... it not even myself...but.. i don't want anyone to worry ... major of my friend send the same message to me ... hey ..pmr result only , spm more important don't think too much la ya...and i was like... no worries la .... PMR only... i can take it ... don't worry.. .. but ... i seems to lied... again and again... haizz....what can i do ?? teh only hope now is .. hope miracal happens... luck come towards me... give me some conffident...


sorry to kiat wei if i get a bad result ... i failed my promise .. hope you won't mind.. but.. i'll try my best to get a outstanding result for my coming test and SPM...i promise what i say... sorry ....



to friends who worry and concern bout me.. thanks too......


i'll try to over come myself..NO WORRIES...I THINK~